Archive for January, 2015

Victims of love

Posted in Uncategorized on January 26, 2015 by y

this one best describes us…..

Our hearts have been to battle
Our souls have been to war
We’ve lost the will to carry on
We don’t believe no more
Wasn’t it we that said,
That this could never happen to us?
How wrong could we be?

’cause baby here we are
Victims of love

a broken down unfair
So sad to see the debris scattered everywhere
Victims of love, still cannot believe
We are the victims of love, we cannot retrieve

It used to be so easy , it used to be so good
We had an understanding that got misunderstood
I thought we were survivors and we never would go down
But now, we’re just outsiders as our love comes tumbling down

Maybe we played it a bit too sure
And everything was hearts and roses
But fate stepped in and closed the door
And we were just left standing

and we realized the ending was so near

Where do we go from here?

Victims of love

a broken down unfair
So sad to see the debris scattered everywhere
Victims of love

I still cannot believe
We’re the victims of love, we cannot retrieve

Lost in space

Posted in Uncategorized on January 26, 2015 by y

How have you been my love? I’ve been quite busy over the last couple of weeks. You are always on my mind, so please don’t get upset. No words could express how much I miss you.

I recently read something about losing someone. It says, “The worst loss is separation by death. People often think that when they distance themselves to the ones they love, that they have already lost. To some degree that could be the case, but when you actually lose someone because they died, that’s something that you will never be able to fully move on. You can swear to give everything you have for one chance of being able to hold that person again but it will never happen. It’s just how it is.”

I have mixed feelings about this. You know that I’ve already gone through this type of loss because you were with me the whole time. Yet, the separation between us now almost feels like the worst. You are alive and hopefully well, but i couldn’t touch you. I couldn’t even come near you. I could not talk to you or see you. The only difference this makes is that I’m still hoping that one day our universes will align themselves again. Maybe then I’d be sure enough to take that leap of faith. My love, when I lost you my heart died with it. So maybe some time in the future i’ll be able to bring it back to life.

I love you always.